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With one text from a girlfriend, one chocolate covered strawberry from my boss and a shout out from a previous boss who happened to be stopped by a red light as I was getting down from the car, my valentines fell short of what I've been used to.  I am so torn about feeling bad for myself and thinking about all those women who spent most of their days feeling unspecial.  I am not talking about not having that special someone, I am talking about having someone around who doesn't think your are special enough.  I might have done this to myself but I hope that's not true.  Whatever the reason is for today's painful outcome, I will continue to dream that one day love will find me again and I will no longer fear valentines day, nor my birthday, nor my wedding anniversary.